Totally Disappointed and Sad

A friend I known for 10 years... Only today I realised what kind of a person he is. I thought I can forgive him for wat he had done or said to me before. But I think I can never ever forgive him from now...

The little help I've given him on off when he came to join me ard in the same line, the kind of friendship I treasured the last time, the sharing we had... all will be down the drain with the accumulated cruel things he had done to me and said to me thru'out these 2 years. Very disappointing... Dunno what to comment now... speechless and hurting...