The Changing in ME

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A very simple lady who like fireworks, sea-side, go for holidays....

Friday, August 31, 2007

Last day of Aug...

Hmm... 31st Aug... last day of Aug... in a bit of relax mood cos think due to month end too... noon met dear little piggy @ CityHall area, where I will sure avoid on upcoming 2 days... cos today already got a big crowd walking ard liao due to the Comex show @ suntec... Sooooooo crowded... No No No... I won't go on sat and sun liao. This 'goaty' dun like toooooo crowded area cos I will be giddy.... Anyway, supposed to go to an appt but can't find the person so continue to be with piggy...

Anyway, I'm glad piggy is enjoying herself today. And I'm glad in actual fact that your problem is not as big as what I think. It's juz you have think it toooo big liao, that's what I think lah. So Pls lah! Dun think it till later your head become bigger... or my head will pain too... Remind u that I'm putting on braces soon so I heard a few said may be painful and will cause headache. So help me to reduce some headache ok??? Can??? Haha... :P

Anyway, pls pls... got problems... come find me to talk talk... do what you need to do if you think you really need to see any doctor... need me to go with you, tell me. K? Anyway, piggy, aft talking to u today, I think you are quite lucky to have ur current boy boy now. At least, he is putting u in top priority in most of the time and will think of your feeling and tell you most of his thinking. Mine last time? Communication is down... I dun know what he was thinking... got put me in priority in his mind??? I dunno... really... cos can't even know what his thinking was.... Anyway, it's over. Lucky... Haha... :)

Treat yourself better, happier, do your best in clearing your problems bit by bit. I also got my own problems but also clearing them and aiming for more success in life. I'm not sure also where is my cup of tea... liking somebody to me now is like seeing stars in the sky..... nice but can't reach.... a bit scare too.... :) Hmm... dunno how to explain... Haha

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Oops!

Think this wk and next wk got no time to let out my little fustration liao cos this wk busy w work and next wk got 2 and half whole day training..... I think sometimes I have been using exercise not only juz an exercise but also to have a place to let out some of my feeling, stresssl, frustation... but this wk and next may not b able to liao.... feeling inside 'men men de' .... Oops! How? Hmm.... time a bit tight this wkend... my mind got seaside image coming.... sigh.....

Things not as smooth this month no matter in which area, Oops! But juz hope Sept can be a better month. Sigh...

Oops! No No.... can't keep feeding myself w neg thinking recently. Think too stress liao... need a short break but when take break will feel a bit guilty as Aug sales not as good... Arrgghhhh..... but din really slack since beginning of the yr. Still need to Jiayou.... Oops!

Arrgghhhh....... Cry

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Surprise...

Did a fast brouse thru @ a friend blog. Surprised to see that he in fact replied to 1 of my comments in one of his blog and not under his comments dept area. He wrote some encouragement comments on and had a nice pic. Thanks for that cos everyone of us need some kind of encouragement once a while. Feeling quite not ok recently becos of some issues gg on. Work, family, and a little friend I'm quite worried abt one..... aiyo.... stress....

Hoping that all will be cleared 1 by 1... work have to depends on me but hope things to be done will be smoothly cleared... family hopefully granny will not give mama and dad too much problem.... i really pity my parents and i know i can't change any fate....sad.... and the little friend.... no comment now cos I dunno how...

Anyway, dun think I will get another surprise from him in commenting @ my blog.... If have, hope to have more surprises ba cos I need some to spice up my days....

Reading my blog is not juz everyday's life, it's all my feelings.....

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

If...

If I can have a choice, I hope I can be a little bird... flying high and feel free.....

If I can have a choice, I hope I can be intelligent... so can earn lots & lots of $$$.....

If I can have a choice, I hope I can be a magician... to change a lot of impossible to possible.....

If I can have a choice, I hope I can be a boy in 27 yrs back.... so that I can change a lots of fates (ming4 yun4).....

If I can have a choice, I hope I can be...............

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

Walk Walk ard...

Today went for a lunch appt with a friend. Nice dim sum. Next time can bring friends and family to go enjoy. Then aft lunch, thinking of walk walk ard. As I'm near to Si Ma Lu temple, so decided to go pray pray. Well, the friend also went with me. Soon after, we parted.

Alone walking on the road, juz aimlessly, passed by the National Art Musuem. Juz had a sudden urge of gg in to take a look. Free admission! But dun really know which part of the area is free and which part is not. So juz entered in and take a look ard. Saw some nice drawings, photos by some talents in Singapore. Good job. Think 1st time in my life had did a tour alone in a art musuem to enjoy these. Amazed! Anyway, it's a nice experience.

Walking further down where I reached Raffles City. Walked in and like normal shoppers 'tour' ard the area. Then came across a very unique shop where it sells German handy wooden craft work. Very nice and very special. According to the shop owner whom I think she is, the handy crafts are all unique as they are all hand-made and it is one and only piece. Amazed! Noted down this place in my palm. If have space @ home, I may want to buy one back home as it's really nice. Especially it is also a hand-made craft as I really like things which are produced by human hands. And if any friends like that and within my budget, I may buy for him or her in future too.... cos it's nice and special.

Well, early the morning today got a sms from a 'long long' friend telling me some prob of hers. In fact worrying for her... thinking is a hard nut to crack... :(

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

New Findings....

Recently like to read others' blogs. Like to go to piggy's blog to read and oso found some mediacorp artists' blogs too. But sadly know that piggy friend recently very seldom blog nowadays but I think blogging is a very common 'communication channel' of expressing how u feel nowadays, with the help of IT nowadays. I don't know whether it's a good or bad sign. But I do believe it has its pros and cons.

To my piggy friend. Do blog or call me. I think sometimes that is a channel where I can know how are you recently even without calling or sms u. But without u typing something over there now, I won't know if you are fine or not. So many things happened in this world. My side got some work struggle but still managable, unforseen family prob issues coming up but if I can escape from it I will do so, feeling a bit empty sometimes but think not my main concern right now. So my side here should be like normal days having ups and downs still and fighting hard for every day to have a better tomorrow.

Read some of the recent found blogs and think blogging is a very popular electronic journal liao. Last time people used papers, notebooks, now using Web where everyone can see and comments. Things change too fast liao... Scary...

To be continued..... Cos suddenly dunno what to write liao..... HaHa.... :P

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Hi..... Little Piggy...... :)

In fact quite tired liao after 1 whole day of training and appts, plus still sick with strong gems fighting in my body since last thur till now, down with cough and flu. But went in to see the little piggy's blog and saw what u wrote. Well, a bit hard not to worry for u as u are always having some 'unseenable' problems hidding somewhere. Anyway, thanks for still remembering how long we have been together and knowing I do worry for u. But dun becos of that dun tell me anything or I will smack ur buttock when I see u again. Haha... :P

And glad to know that you know what is good and bad for yourself or surround you. So remember to improve on the 'not so good' parts and maintain on the 'good' parts. Moods somehow have to learn how to be happy ba..... something I realised sometimes I DO can control abit of my own mood...... but can't explain too.... Haha.... :P

Sick can't control but only can pray hard it will recover soon so I can work again.... a lot of things to do seems..... but very funny is I think it's really fate cos all my appts on sat and sun all postponed when I was so sick on sat and sun too..... think it's really Fate as wanted me to take a good rest @ home and dun run around and passed the gems ard too.... HoHo.... Anyway, a bit better.... No Cough.... Voice not very loud.... got very 'sexy' voice I think.... Hmm.... think my real voice need a wk or 2 b4 it will come back.

Well, I think that's abt all I want to write for now.... a lot of rubbish today.... Hmm.... Anyway, anything juz tell me.... buzz me.... I'm here!!!

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