Feeling Heavy...

Had some difficulties in my 'heart' recently... want to know where went wrong...

Working isn't very smooth, but doing my best to let 2 ends meet!
Health isn't very good these 2 days, but trying very hard to let it get better!
Mum seems nt in good health too, worry, but hoping to know what can be done for her!
When she needs me, I'll be there of cos!
But sounds very sad is... when I need someone ard, it seems like none....

Cos hard to tell out, dun want to disturb any of my frens, each has their own problems. But still, hope that an angel or guardian can appear in front of me to 'sayang' me. HaHa.Crazy thinking of cos

The 'Empty' feeling... tired feeling... need a support but... trying hard to know how can be solve. Sure can be done... it's juz a matter of time will tell me. :)

SSTTRREESSSS???

It's @ the mid of the yr. Half a yr gone! A lot of things are changing like nobody's biz. Oil price rises till US$144, slowing reaching the US$145 mark soon. Inflation over the world keep giving unstablity to the society. More problems arises. More new illnesses are found. More lives are saved and also had a lot of them 'reporting to heaven', etc. Too many in the list. So dun want to list anymore then.

Since beginning of this yr til now, my sales are bad. Til today, I found is darm bad. Last wk aft watching 'Kuofu Panda', think the panda and the movie is really amazing. And the 'shifu' is so good to teach him using his eating habits. Ya. A colleague then asked me: Wat is the thing that will motivate you to work harder? Aft thinking a while, I found that it's hard to say. I dun really aim for high-end lifestyle like eating in posh restaurant or drive big cars, but I rather aim for simple but fulfillment lifestyle. Need $$ still, but as long as we are enough of wat we need or having on hand a little more, I think I'm happy. Mayb I dun dream big, I dun want things to become complicated. But @ the same time, I want to have enuff $$ to support my simple life. Then oso, today asked mum want to go Taiwan, she said no. Think mayb it's the $$ thingy that she might be thinking of. Anyway, will ask her again so see wat can be done. Hope can bring her and dad somewhere through.

Will see wat can be added in this post again. My @@ are getting smaller and smaller. Hope I dun wrote anything wrong here. :P