Scared...

Since last sat went to eat some food with a friend, my stomach wasn't very well. Pain, running to toilet mostly after meals. Very frankly, the intake of food for me seems nt a lot. But the output in fact was quite a lot it seems. Timing for my stomach to digest seems very short. In fact feeling a bit scared. Think if by today I shld go and see a doctor. Now the stomach also a little pain. Oh... wat am I talking abt?

Think I'm getting a little scared as this little health issue is been dragging for a few days. I thought it will recover soon. So din want to see any doctor. But it seems that the stomach din recover and is dragging further. So I think I have to look into it closer. Oh pls.... recover.... I dun really feel good. Nt sure is it becos of visiting the toilet too often to 'output' a lot, I think I'm tired for this few days too. Anyway, going to bed now. Tired and a little uncomfortable. Hopefully my stomach will recover soon. Oh pls pls..... :(

Grandma's Depart

By reading the title, readers will be scratching their head? Only after the 3rd day of 2008, my grandma passed away early in the morning. Till today, I only had the time and energy to record some feeling of mine here. 6am suddenly woke up in the morning and saw mum fully awake and told me that grandma passed away. From 3rd, I've been @ grandma's wake till yesterday morning when she has been sent to Mandai for cremation. Did wat I can during this period of time. Tired but it's the last period with grandma. So in fact I think is a must. Of course some unhappiness issues happened for sure due to some unreasonable people did and said a lot of unnecessary things. Too long to mention or written over here. But I think pple who read this blog will understand what I meant.

But, my grandma passed away @ the age of 89. Due to her age and she had 4 'dai', 4 generations, in fact pple considered her depart as not a sad issue. So as compared to her depart as compared to the artist MC King, she was more fortunated. But it's really juz 1 day different. Just so coincidentally, my grandma's funeral and MC King's funeral were from the same casket, same abbot from the same temple, same period of time. Sigh! The only different is my grandma was old and MC King was young.

Friend asked me how I feel. Frankly, aft my closest ah ma, my mum's mum passed away 10 years ago and after hearing and seeing a lot during this period of working life, I became more used to. It's all about life cycle. Of course the feeling is nt good, but is more calm. When saw my parents' sad faces, my heart is sadden too. But slowly time will heal. But grandma forever was my grandma and I will remember her forever even she's gone.