Deep hurt...

• Silent effort putting in seems thrown into a river after he mentioned ....
• Mutual understanding seems lost after he listened to all the crap, shit and nt the full details ....
• Not knowing in details and jump into a conclusion makes me feel sad ....
• Will A person that think highly of himself be able to put himself into my shoe and think like me?....
• Will A F**king woman that created and stirring all the shit know what exactly she has done wrongly? ....
• Forgive pple and give chance always might not be working when the idiot fellow dun want to learn fr mistakes ....
• I dunno if I can still open my arms big enough to 'accept' this kind of ppl as my colleague... but it's a definite ans is she will definitely NOT to be my friend.... To have her might nt be a blessing now, it's juz another way of hurting myself mayb...

It's a damn hurting feeling when you get backstepping by someone u know and it was to your long time friend. Can't really think now so decided to stop here. I can't really have a logical mind now.