Crossing the road...

Hmm. A bit not sure how to start off with. But I think if anyone is reading my blog now will hit me wake up...

Today went to run errands for mama in the morning. So walked down to my nearest market area to get the stuff done. Smooth no prob, Juz in time for me to get cover for the heavy rain. Then walk walk around for a while and decided to head home. But as I'm crossing the road, hmm, something not gd happened: The road is a 2-way traffic, 1 for vehicles to go out to main road and the other is for vehicles to enter into carpark from main road. The road has no traffic light, juz a road crossing. The road where vehicles travelling out to the main road is lined up with many vehicles. The road where vehicles travelling into the carpark from the main road with a glance, no vehicle. So with not much of attention later as I thought based on previous judgement, I wanted to cross the road. WELL, problem now came.

There is a van blocking my full view before I crossed the road. So without much notice, I wanted to cross the road. Luckily I dun dashed out too fast. Suddenly a car dashed in front of me very fast, into the carpark. I was shocked at the slip second.....!!!!

Suddenly a thought came into my mind. What if I really dashed out suddenly that time??? Maybe I won't be typing this blog here now... mayb in hospital.... or mayb....

Well, for the past 1 wk, I seems to be facing the end of the life issue... 1st was the big earthquake, today was the escaped accident... hmm... the feeling is really different. Earning $$ to me seems nt impt. My brain is only thinking of family and loved ones, and some uncomplete mission like having a good partner and get married (Mum's wish for me), have kids... blah blah blah... SHIT!

So now you know why I mentioned in the beginning of the blog said you will hit me if you read this blog... :(

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